It's a few more days from a new year, 2014. I won't be doing any crappy resolution which I will just end up piling up with the rest of the things I would surely procrastinate over doing. Instead, I'll be going a full reflection on my life until this point of moment. I will not lie and say that I was never naive...
I gradually lost 10kg being in Penang compared to two years back. With four garments on the runway. & 5 inks on the count. ...
Home will never be the same again. Sometimes, you think you're afraid but you're not.. You worry, you worry for that person.. Because the person isn't you and you cannot understand what they are thinking, so you worry even more. Because even in our deepest worries, we ourselves can't solve our own mind problem we think we understood of. So you worry. You...
if I was to leave this world and never come back..That was the darkest part of me.I never wanted to let out.But the darkness is overwhelming me.Taking over me.Taking a toll on me.Killing me softly. ...
I don't have words anymore; because all I have to say have been said.. But I know one thing, if given the chance; I'll chase you back. ...
I realized in these few days there are things in my mind that I have changed & by change, I mean it in a good way because I'm more temperament ( I know I may not be the best in controlling my anger and I always make rash decisions such as blabber my anger or my frustration all online or doing things I...
I shed so many tears listening to my 'self-proclaimed' godmothers' life stories. You know, sometimes, you learn that there's always a silver lining around every cloud, even in the darkest nights and dimmest moments. You just need to live through it. Make things work if you want it. You don't hope, you don't wish; wishes only come during birthdays and celebrations, you MAKE...
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What takes for someone like me, to be so oblivious, so blind, so dumb to not see these things? I should have known. It took too long. It took too long for me to figure it out. To get things right. To try to redeem myself. Maybe it took too long. The game is on me now. ...
"Are you two feeling relieved or miserable apart now? If you are miserable, you are in love." Cam, Bones S9E01 You know, like you have an emptiness in your heart? Time & a guarantee that stupid things will not happen again. If only I could put this stubbornness and headstrong strength in completing things instead of not changing my bad habits of basic...
Opposites attract? Differences are essential? I don't think it is impossible for complete opposites to be together; what one half lacks can be filled by the other half. You know, like Mulan II's Yin & Yang? I noticed, loving this way isn't that bad after all; Sneaking glances. Midnight interlaced fingers. Speaking in abstract. Random cheekiness. The only thing I miss is the...
I am actually, seated here in boo's living room, with my ass frozen and laptop booted to type my post after I re-read my vintage chocolate blog. I realized how much I used to write and how much I used to express in my blogs. But lately, I don't have the motivation to even write; because I get distracted, distracted enough I don't...
It's already the 13th day of twenty-thirteen yet I haven't produce a good post. But to make up to my procrastination I shall give you my resolution which is also a way to conjure what my feelings were as of the twelve of this month of this year. I'll make this look like a 2013 Resolution where basically, a resolution is a public...
